Prime Lens

Went for a walk today with my 50mm prime lens, have had the lens for a few years but really haven’t used it that much. Over the past couple of weeks my headspace has been in a better place however bit of a dip yesterday evening and today. Going out for a walk with my camera helped but also using this lens because it meant I had to think about the photos a lot more so gave my brain something to focus on.

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Identity

 The past few days I feel like I have had a nuclear bomb dropped onto my world and wiped out everything that I have known before this point. I know it hasn’t wiped out everything and there is still a lot there but I am not at the stage to start looking for what is left or to change from knowing to feeling. Feels like a lot of my identity has gone and now I am lost about what to do.

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Green

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On Tuesday I asked my wife to set me a theme for the photos before I headed out to Mugdock country park. She set the theme ‘blue’ however it was the least blue day when I arrived, very grey skies and nothing else blue. I wanted to take some photos so I changed the theme to ‘green’. Maybe bit of a cheat when in Scotland as that is basically any outdoors photo so was critical to which photos made the blog. So critical that I have ended up with one photo however I am pleased with it and would say it fits the bill of the theme green.

Not in the best of head spaces at the moment, hopefully I will get to a point where I will be able to explain that a bit further however not there yet, but think it has helped to have put down a date that I would next blog as I then have something to hold myself responsible to. I want to take my blogging further, to make a go of it so think the first place to start is to get out there more taking photos and blogging more.

NEXT BLOG: 24th April

Head Space Journey

Since the 14th of January it is save to say that my world has very much turned itself upside down completely.  For many months I have been suffering from anxiety and depression however I haven’t been talking to anyone about it and trying to handle it all myself. Have been putting myself under a huge amount of stress and pressure which has meant that I have slowly been coping less and less. Continue reading “Head Space Journey”