No this isn’t a blog about money. For a while I have been listening to motivational speeches pretty much every day, they registered more some days than they do others but that is to be expected. Yeah they can be quite clichéd however they help and that is what matters. There is a few things that stick in my head and one of them is about every decision you matters, it might not feel like it but it still matters. You are either now or the future putting the bank of you into credit or debit and which one do you want to be in? Yes it might not feel like going that extra kilometre in that walk really matters or makes a difference but it is all adding up the credit in the bank of you.
I enjoy and have always enjoyed feeling like I have had a weekend, that I have done something with the days. Even with not working for the past few months I still have that sense of a week and a weekend so like to get to a Sunday evening and feel like I have had a weekend. Variety is a big key I feel as breaks the days up and that more has been accomplished.
Just got back late last night from a trip down to Manchester for an induction course for work. Train down on Sunday evening and then back up Monday evening. The photos are ones that I took on my phone while there; mostly of what I had to eat and drink but a few others!
Going for a paddle isn’t an activity that I can take Maia with so at the beginning of the week I just have to decide on a day and then the dog walker comes in for her. So it can be a bit hit and miss weather, really just about going for it regardless. This morning when I left Glasgow thought it was going to be a cold, wet and grey day for a paddle. How wrong could I be!
After many months of waiting it is a bit strange to now have had my first psychology appointment, it has been about getting to this point but what now?
Had dip in my mood yesterday evening ; it can be hard sometimes not to start thinking/ worrying/ stressing about stuff coming up in the near future and in the more distant future. Of course it doesn’t do any good and no one knows what is going to happen so for most of it it is completely out of anyone’s control. Still hard to stop the thoughts though and once there is one negative thought that opens the door for a lot more to start.
Quite often do the same walk with Maia either around where we live or when drive somewhere. However just because it is the same place doesn’t mean that nothing has changed since last doing the walk. Continue reading “Same Walk Different View”